Only her!

assalamualaikum,

"serindu rasaku kesepian..sesaat aku keresahan

jalinkan ikatan kasih suci yang lalu

tak sanggup aku dihukum rindu"

(Dayana - DAYANA)

awk...tbe2 sy rse nk tulis entry psl awk...awk tau x sy rndu kt awk....ari tu sy kcewa sgt2 xdpt pegi dinner..tp kcewa bkn psl dinner tu..tp sbb sy xdpt nk jmpe awk...ye..mgkin dh slalu kte jmpe..slalu 2 xckup bg sy..klu bole spnjg mse..tp sy tau xbole..so, ble de peluang utk jmpe..sy xnk lpaskn peluang 2..

"rindu....rindu serindu rindunya....namun engkau tak megerti"

(spoon - rindu serindu rindunya)

tp kn ble jmpe..sy xtau nk ckp ape kt awk...tbe2 blank...rse nk pecah kepale pk ape perlu d'tnye..haha..mmalukn...kdg2 sy tgk awk dr jauh je..sbb nk bdepan, malu...kdg2 sy cbe hafal jdual idup awk..supaya senang sy tserempak scre xsgaje...jahatkn..

"Kadangkala aku rasa ingin luahkan segalanya
Rahsia yang tersimpan di dada sekian lama
Namun kelu terus membisu menatap wajahmu
Daku malu tapi tak mahu kehilanganmu"

(Ucapkanlah - Erra & Yusry)

fanatik kn sy thadap awk...klu mnakutkn awk..sy mnta maaf....sy tlalu sygkn awk..sy xtau nk wat mcm mne....msti awk nk tau kn knpe sy ske kn awk...sy rse sy dh penah ckp...kt entry sblom2 ni pn sy dh mention...tp sy tulis lg skli.....sy ske snyuman awak..skli pndg..bhari2 sy tbyg, sy ske kmatangn awk..ia watkn sy tsedar kdg2 sy ni mcm knak2 lg, sy ske suara awk yg len dr yg len..leka sy d'watnye, sy ske tgk gelak tawa awk..itu watkn sy gmbira, sy ske tgk kelakuan awk..aktif tp sopan..terpesona sy, awk comel..wlaupun de lg wanita pling comel kt dunia ni..tp sy ttp ske kcomelan awk tu..comel awk len dr yg len...awk lgkap bg sy...dlm erti kte len PERFECT!!

"When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are"

( Just the Way You Are - Bruno Mars)

yup..sy giler..sy gilerkn awk...dlm sthun ni sy minat kt awk...de gak mse2 nye gak sy kcewa..mcm nk bptus asa...cbe b'alih arah..tp kn..xbole...perasan sy tetap kt awk...ni bkn kte2 manis...tp mmg tol..klu de org minat kt sy..sy cbe minat blik tp xbole..sy xtipu..sy xnk lg cbe b'alih arah..sy nk tngu awk..insyaallah smpai ble2..

"Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one"

(Only One - Yellow Card)

tp klu bkn jodoh gak..nk wat mcmne...selame ni sy bg awk KFC la, McD la, adiah la..mcm2...sy bkn nk m'ungkit....n sy bg smua2 tu bkn nk cbe beli ati awk dgn duit...sy pn bkn la org kaya..org biase2 je...niat sy cme nk gmbirakn idup awk..sbb sy bhgia ble tgk awk bhgia..slg sy bole tlg awk..sy akn tlg..tlg skdar mampu...

"Keikhlasan hati ku Bukanlah untuk di balas
Cukuplah sekadar Jadi kenangan waktu berjauhan"

(Bicara Manis Menghiris Kalbu - Siti Nurhaliza)

tp kn awk dh de yg pnye...wlaupun xde ikatan yg sah tp....kdg2 sy rse xsggup nk kcau awk..rse bdosa pn de...tp sy pn pnye ati n perasaan..wlaupn xdpt nk bkasih..xpela...sy cbe rpat dgn awk sbgai kwn je..geli lak ayt sy ni..ee..

"I’m really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this"

( Because I'm Stupid - SS501)

sakit mmg sakit...sedih mmg sedih..tp slgi awk bhgia..sy tmpg gmbira...sy sntiase de d'sisi awk ble d'perlukn utk m'bhgiakn awk....insyaallah..klu de jodoh..alhamdullilah..sy bserah aje la..

"Aku suka kamu, aku cinta kamu

Aku sayang kamu tapi kamu tak suka aku

Aku kenang kamu, aku bayangkan dirimu

Aku rindu kamu tapi kamu tak rindu aku"

slalu ble rndu..sy ske tatap gmbar2 awk.....gmbar2 tu sy ambik bkn tujuan utk bnde yg xbaek..cme ble sy rndu..lme xjmpe awk..gnbar 2 tlg sy utk ilangkn krinduan t'hadap awk....

"I'm telling the world
That I've found a girl
The one I can live for
The one who deserves"

( Taio Cruz - Telling The World )

sy ske awk...

"She's the one, she's the one
I say it loud
She's the one, she's the one
I say it proud"

( Taio Cruz - Telling The World )

ini la gadis tudung merah yg aku ckp selama ni...syg sgt2 kt die..xleh nk kte ape dh...DAYANA..awk sgt spesel bg sy...ape yg bsgkut paut psl awk..sy akn cbe ingt..tp hlgnnye awk dh bpnye...2 sy xleh nk wat ape2...ni idup awk.xde sbb utk awk pilih sy..sy rse awk dh ckup bahagia skrg...sy cme watak smpign dlm hidup awk n nnt hnye akn jd serpihan memori awk saje..

"kau insan teristimewa..dulu kini selamanya,

ku terimakan dirimu..ohh..sayangku"

(Kau Selamanya - Heliza)